The next chapter is looming…

I will have graced this planet for 25 years on monday. I can’t tell if it is because it’s on a monday (my most dreaded day of classes) or if it’s because this year marks the 25th year why I’m not really looking forward to it.

I’m stressed. Anxious. Fat. The holy trinity of all things to make you fee less than special for your special day. I feel totally lost and jaded and all I want to do is crawl into bed and never make any plans to get out of it.

I really should be doing homework right now instead of blogging, and because I am not I am getting increasingly more anxious. This is what a school without a grading system does to you. I almost long for anonymity in the classroom and knowing that what I wrote for a paper was A worthy, not full of writing on how to improve my work, or what interesting insights I have made on the subject.

Okay. Now I really must start that homework. Hooray for 25.

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